Wednesday, 19 November 2008

있자너


I told my teacher that I have no one to share my real pain
she said that it means I have no friend
I denied it at first

Then, I have to admit it now.

nobody knows the real truth

and I feel damn lonely.

I told my friend about a fact and she did not believed me.

Then I realized that what my teacher told me was right.

Nobody knows how I felt on that moment when I throw myself out of that room
I can't tell anyone
I just can't trust any human beings
what I need is a pet.

I used to like dog when I was young

but I prefer cats better now

because they are more like human

they need privacy

and they know how to draw the line when it is needed.

I still love dogs though...

I used to have a dog when I was little

It's name was Harry(or HyeRi)

I cried a lot when I had to send him to my uncle's house, when I had to go oversea to study and I couldn't take him with me.

He was a stupid dog and all he could do was eating, but I loved him.

I really miss him a lot, especially on a day like this...so lonely.

5 comments:

  1. I really wanted a dog a year ago, but my parents really can't afford to keep one. So I got a hamster instead. I love my little baby. She is not as interactive as a dog or cat, but she is cuddly and cute...and a bit too energetic. Her name is Little Punk by the way, I call her Baby a lot though. When she was on her wheel all hours of the night I got so frustrated that I would call her a little punk and the name stuck...for a while.

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  2. Hey, this is so nice to have you around. You have a Hamster as a pet? I love hamsters! I really like the way they nibble on the grains!

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  3. It's a pleasure.

    I love it when my Baby stuffs tons of food into her mouth and her cheeks bulge. She also likes to climb her cage walls and on top of her hamster wheel. We call her a spider(man). My sisters love to play with her and they gave her a bath today. I loved the way she rubbed her hands on her head to dry herself. Her fingers look as if they belong to a human when she does that. Wow, I feel like a nerd gushing about my cutie!

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  4. Wow...I really envy you for having a pet and sisters!!haha....

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  5. You take the bad with the good sadly.

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