I'm being pessimistic.
This is mainly because my life has been extremely gloomy for at least 5 or 4 years.
Ever since I coming back from Singapore, lots of thing happened.
I witnessed and experienced lots of nasty things.
Some Koreans, they really believe that life is all about fittest of survival.
And really fierce competition takes place in here.
Nobody is hardly happy because they are always heading to be the best, and only few does.
And those who 'left out' feel sense of deprivation
They are always stressed out.
It's almost impossible for people to be leninet or insightful when they are overly stressed-It's a human nature.
People become really short-sighted and narrow-minded.
They use strict criterion to judge people and give harsh remarks about others when they don't meet their expectation.
They become really strict to human, except for themselves.
I can't just run away from here.
I have to overcome it somehow.
But how?
I don't know.
Action on climate change is cheaper than inaction
11 years ago
I used to have the childish dream that I could change the world. Maybe I am being pessimistic also, but sadly I doubt the word can change that easily.
ReplyDeleteI think it is okay to runaway sometimes. In some cases you may never be able to change things. It reminds me of battered wives syndrome, were the the wife feels dependent on her spouse and she loves him so she takes his beatings. Just because you feel you need or love someone (or something, etc) doesn't mean it is good to stay in the situation.
Good luck.
I failed to get in Waseda!This means that I have no choice but to stay here.Nevermind.I'm all right with this.I've been expecting this.
ReplyDeleteThanks for all the comments. It gives me hope. It is pleasing to think that I'm not the only the person who feels this way.